Iam Pregnant

Well, I can finally say it, yes Iam pregnant again, with baby #3. It happened far sooner than we thought, yes we did start trying this past month, but that was because we didn't know forsure how long it would take, and well didn't take long at all. I was later by over a week, 7 pregnancy tests later cause they all were a faint positive line, and even a negative urine test at the doc, it finally came back positive. I just knew. Iam never late, and when a few morning I was feeling nauseous, i was like.."uh-oh"... me morning sickness...never...

So yes, baby number 3, due November 30th. Iam excited, so is Riley, and well the girls don't really understand. Iam sure alot of people will think we r crazy for having them so close, but I always wanted to do that, and I just love being a mom. So another summer, pregnant, and actually I can officially say I have been pregnant for the last 4 years.. crazy I know!!

It's been great

Well the move was worth while, now I wish I would've done it long ago. But who's to know right. Some mornings have been earlier than normal, cause Aubrie seems to let out a cry at 6 am or sometimes even 5, so Allie thinks it's time for morning..lol But we put them both to bed together at night, and they go to sleep, and it's been so nice to have our room back. Last night we went out, just to get out of this house, we went to the mall, Riley and I got new RSZR phones, there pretty sweet. And Allie got some new clothes, we just had fun. Had supper there, let Allie lead the way so she felt pretty proud. It was nice.... A nice change.

So we have been trying to enjoy every bit of the nice weather as we can. We go outside lots, and the girls love it so much. Aubrie eats the rocks..lol.. but loves the swing. It's been great, and I already am looking forward to those warm days when we can be out ALL DAY LONG!!

Naps times are good, cause Aubrie naps in the morning, so that gives me Allie time, then Allie naps around 12:30, so that gives me Aubrie time, then Aubrie naps again after that!! It's a consistent day of napping, but I still am able to get out and do the things I need to before naps, or in between.. Aubrie wont fall asleep in the van unless she has her suckie, so i just take it away.... Allie has been napping in the afternoon in her closet...lol It works though.. I just set up her pillow and blanket in there and she loves it... not sure why, but she sleeps great in there, and goes right to sleep. Nice and dark maybe!!

As for that, every thing else is good!!!

Time to Relax

Well it's done. A long awaited surprise, that I was so excited for, and dying to finally ask.. "did u know about this", and the answer was NO. He had no clue. A busy last few months, stress about school and planning the party has finally payed off. It's done, and now i can sit back and relax. It was a good party, lots came, he was shocked with alot of faces he saw, and even teared up as we walked through the door. It was fun, and I'm so glad I did that for him.

Well once again I changed my hair color, now I'm back to dark brown. I was sick of the blonde and seeing roots, so lets just see how long i can keep this up before I add high lites..lol

Well i finally did it. I moved the girls in together, and lets just say, it's SO NICE to have my room back and it feels so big. It's actually going well. Aubrie usually has her nap first, then Allie after lunch, then Aubrie before supper, and as for bed, we put Allie down first, then Aubrie, and so far so good. Aubrie has woke a few times, but Allie just rolls over.. but this morning, Aubrie did cry about 6am, then went back to sleep, but that cued Allie to get up for the day. Oh well..

As for week, time to relax, mind is clear, and I am so happy it's done...

Hockey Is Done

Well we played 5 games within 4 days, and Sunday morning I could barely walk. And i had to play Sunday night yet. We lost out on the Tournament, but had fun, and played hard. Sunday, we had no goalie, so Riley opted to play, and did awesome. His first time, and I was so impressed.. he had over 50 shots on net, and I think only let 6 in.. we switched goalies half way through, so it was nice to shoot on him..lol... I scored a few times, and he also saved a few of mine to. We had a shoot out at the end of the game, and the only way you could get off the ice to change, was you had to score on him. Now my whole team says " I scored with your husband"..lol

The week is going fast, maybe cause Friday i know is a holiday and I have to get everything done before then. I have 75 people forsure coming, and people still saying there going to make it. It should be fun, and i really think he is going to be shocked!!

Anyways I best be off the girls are getting into everything while daddy is trying mount something in my kitchen.. CHOW

Being Two

Well what can I say, but the wonderful two's are once again striking. This week has been long, and it almost seems like since Allie got back from the farm, she's different. I'm not saying anything happened there, but wow, she has been awful this week. She is really pushing my buttons, and not listening. Even if the day consists of time outs and spanks, she just doesn't seem to care. It's awful, and I hate it, and can't wait for it to pass. I've been so tired myself(not sure why), but I honestly could lay down and have a nap each day, and a few I have, which isn't like me. I've been irritable, and just not patient with her. When we went to gymnastics she didn't listen, again ran away while in the class... see the thing is, Allie could go through the class like 3 or four times before one kid goes through it once, so technically if we did each course for the amount of time we get, she'd go through it, way too much, so she is bored by the time she has done it like 4-5 times..which is understandable..but still... I have Aubrie in one arm, and there Iam dragging Allie across the floor, while mothers are looking at me thinking.."what r u gonna do now".. It's hard, actually more work for me then her I think... So I will be looking forward to when it's done. Yesterday I let her finger paint for the first time, cause she always asks about it, so she had a blast..

Aubrie is growing way too fast. She still isn't walking which is fine, but does travel from furniture to furniture fast. She climbs onto her sister's bed, and is pretty proud of herself, but can't get off yet. She doesn't try to get off, which is a good thing, just whines till I get her.

As for tonight i have hockey, then Saturday 3 games, and Sunday night a game, so by Monday I should be out of it.. Anyways chow..

I PASSED

Well all that stressing, and pushing a course into one month payed off. I'm officially a nail technician...ooohh...ahhhh...lol I received my certificate today, and the graduation ceremonies r this weekend..lol.. no there not, but I did ask her and she just laughed.

The weekend was good, Riley and Allie went to Quill Lake Saturday after my exam, and I stayed back cause I had a trip planned the next day with my sister, Emmalee, my mom and Aubrie to head up to see my nanny in Theodore home. She has Alzheimer's..so the trip was kinda weird knowing know one knows we were coming to visit, but we all knew we were and that's all that counts. She looked scared, and sad when we first got there, walking alone in circles. She seemed to warm up to us very fast, and soon was jabbering away. Even if her words are mumble, we still talk to her like a person. She says the odd sentences fine, and laughs alot. She loves holding Aubrie, and you could see how happy she was that we were there. I miss her so much, and I can see the pain in my mom's eyes every time she is with her. I wish she was closer. In these pics, there is four generations, and the oldest great granddaughter, and youngest great granddaughter!!

Well this week I'm finally able to lay low. No more nails every night and no more studying.. i'm happy that part is done. I'm looking forward to this weekend cause I have a hockey tournament in Pilot Butte. Riley is going home again, cause there is a skidoo derby in Claire, and he really has been wanting to go ski dooing at least once this year. he is wanting to take Allie again with him, so we will see how the week goes, and what I decide... I missed her while she was gone, but I know she had alot of fun!!

Almost Done

Well I had my one test today, a fill class, and I think it went well. She never said much, just marked me, and said I will find out at the end of the course. I hope and pray all goes well. I have my 8 page written on Saturday morning, and my full set on my sister right after.. then I'm done. I can't wait. I'm almost sick of doing nails at this point..lol..just cause I have been doing them every night now for like a month I swear... But lets just say my friends are sure enjoying the free nails..lol



Well this week was good. I have been great lately actually. Just decided to let things go, and ease my mind..lol.. The shingles cleared up good, and the thinking and worrying about everything I let go. Wednesday we had gymnastics in the morning, then Julie, a friend of mine and her two children met me there, and we had a play date for a few hours. Then came home, had lunch, girls napped, and when they woke, I braved it all, and took them swimming. I have been wanting to do that for a while now, but was really scared cause I just didn't know if I could do it. So I just went and did it, and it went great. I went to the north pool, and one part is so shallow I didn't have to hold either one. Aubrie just crawled around, and Allie had a blast. The even better part was that we were the only ones there...lol It was AWESOME... I then sat them on the step of the hot tub and we all loved that. It was fun, the girls sure went to bed great that night.. Allie slept for 12 hours..lol



Aubrie is now standing alone. In a few short days, she learnt that, and can stand alone for along time, and then just bends her knees and goes down. She took one step the other day, but not sure if she meant to...lol She can push things and walk, but still not to sure by herself. She has been having that separation issue really bad lately. i never had this with Allie so it's been real different. Especially when I'm doing hair, man it's hard. She wont go to know one, and cries and cries till I pick her up. And seeing men lately isn't a good thing either. She's just not too sure about them. It's tough, cause alot of days I have trouble getting things done, cause she wants mommy. It's hard to let her sit and cry, or have her trying to climb your leg while crying..so i just end up picking her up. Oh well, I'm sure this wont last forever so I best enjoy it before she doesn't want me at all...lol



I posted some pic's of Allie drawing faces, and there bodies as well on her chalk board. She is pretty good for a two year old I think..lol



As for the weekend, I will be looking forward to Sunday. School will be done. But then I have to look forward to Riley's 30th surprise birthday party in a few weeks already. And i already have over 65 people coming. I'm really excited, it should be alot of fun, and a good shocker for him..I HOPE!!!



HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND!!

Better

So Iam doing better, but today I had a real good cry. I cried cause of many reason. I mainly cried cause I heard this sad song on the radio called "you can let go now daddy", if u can download it, do cause wow, it's sure amazing. Life isn't that tough and right now Iam so down and upset, and I shouldn't be. I have a wonderful life, great girls and a wonderful husband. I cried cause there is WAY worse things out there, and whats the point in me being so down. Yes I have alot on my plate right now, but really, it's not worth wasting my days of being upset over. This week is going to be another busy week. Every night I have nails, some nights hair, and Tuesday night hockey. Friday riley is going to Quill Lake for the weekend. I have one test on thursday and 2 tests on Saturday, then another hockey game Saturday night. So I'm sure by Sunday, I will be very tired. Iam doing well though. I just am trying to clear my head, and tell myself it's going to be ok. The pain of the shingles every day seems to change, and I know alot of people r telling me that it wont get better till you rest, so I wonder than if it will ever get better..lol.. since I don't rest!!

As for the girls, there doing good. Allie has alot of fun yesterday, as she finally got to play with her cousin Isabella. They play so well together, and she had a blast!! Aubrie is doing good, she cut another tooth, so lastnight wasn't the best night here. She cried most of the night, plus Riley and I watched this movie that just made u think all night.. it was called "Gone Baby Gone". It was good, but some parts sure don't leave your mind.

Anyways, I best be off.. CHOW