Exhausted

Today, lets just say ended me.. Iam over the top finished and beyond my limits. Riley just came home and I came down to my hair salon, now where i moved my computer, shut the door, and decided to write. Iam tired, my body is aching it hurts so much. I had a day like no other I guess I could say.

Allie went to my parents yesterday, which is nice, but Aubrie and Boedy are the busy ones, so it wasn't much of a break. Aubrie is so busy, she's into everything, no matter where she goes she finds something to get into, and she knows the right times to do it. When Iam changing Boedy, feeding Boedy, or just busy doing everyday things. She finds things in this house that I don't even know where she found them. She gets into my make-up, my computer stuff, any drawer that has anything in it, she finds little bottles and plays with them, and loves the Tylenol containers. Today she emptied Boedy's liquid vitamins all over the stairs... Another time she peed in the middle of the kitchen as i was talking to her, and from running to get paper towel Boedy decided to play in it. I layed her for a nap and I don't think she napped but she did quite fine at going diahria in her panties and getting it every where from her legs to her feet to all over her bed.

Iam tired of dealing with the every day things of motherhood. Iam tired of poop! She constantly is laying on Boedy and he constantly seems hungry. I swear he could eat all day. And now him, he's just as bad. He goes in to the living room drags the toy box from off the shelf and empties it. He will crawl upstairs and empty the laundry baskets. He crawls under the table and finds left overs to eat, that i find i have to sweep and vacum all day long. he goes into the kitchen and cries and cries until you feed him. He wants my attention alot of the day and it's hard when two other girls do to.

My head is pounding, I can barely focus on the computer right now cause I don't think I have slept in a long time. I have come to the conclusion that being a mom is defiantly the hardest job on the planet, and no other job can compare!! But I best run, Boedy is crying!!