Update

Well it has been a long time since I blogged, and I can't say I couldn't find the time cause I sure can.. i just couldn't find much to write about.

We are loving our house very much, and loving the space, and all of the above. It was a real good move, and Iam much happier.

The girls are doing good, Aubrie is getting bigger everyday and getting her attitude/temper down really well. She knows when she wants to get her way, and when she gets bonked by her sister she lets out a howling cry. She is talking lots now, saying, puppy, horsey, papa, nanny, mommy, daddy, allie aubrie, hot..lots of things. She copies her sister all the time, and now knows when she has something she shouldn't, she runs and hides. She is eating everything now, loves cucumbers and strawberry's the most. She only has a morning bottle and after supper bottle, and is a sweetheart. I love her to death.

Allie is doing good, still has no intention of using the potty what so ever. She talks of Bella and Alexa using the potty all the time, but she just doesn't want to. Some days i can't handle her poop anymore, that Iam gagging and just wish she would go on the potty, but I can't force her. She is defiantly still in the bonk your sister mode, cause she knows she gets a rise out of her mom, and well that Aubrie cries as well... And no matter the spankings or time outs, or whatever she gets, she just keeps pushin. She is in the mode these days where she always says" I don't like boys".. if we go to a play ground and there is boys there she runs back to me.. anywhere she sees boys she is afraid. And I tell her daddy is a boy, and noah, and Papa, and mommy might have a baby boy inside her, and she says "no", she only wants sisters.

Other than that, we r doing good. We r planning our holidays and leave on the 10th of July, we r going camping up near Edmonton till Sunday, then Monday going to Edmonton to take the girls to the water park, and will camp there for a few days or even head to the mountains. We r really excited!!

As for me, things have been stressful lately. I haven't felt the baby move, and Iam almost 18 weeks, and the doctors have tried many times to find the heart beat and still can't. I haven't had this problem before. Usually they just place the Doppler on, and it's there, but not this time. Yesterday I went again, and he went back and forth across my stomach for over 10 minutes, and nothing. Iam worried, even though they said don't be, but how can u not be. My Ultrasound isn't till the middle of July, so we have to wait till then. I just don't feel pregnant, i feel alot smaller this go round, and like Iam not growing. I try not to think about it. Yes I have had my days where I didn't want to be pregnant anymore, and I thought by having another this close I was crazy, but iam over that, and i really hope by thinking those thoughts, nothing came of it.

Other than that, Iam enjoying summer. I love being outside for the most part, except for the bugs, and ticks..errr... Allie had one stuck in her by her pee pee...yuck... Poor girl... anyways, Iam off to enjoy nap time!!