11 Days

I can't believe it.. I can't believe that at any moment I could have a baby.. to say the least iam terrified, never thought i would be, but I remember every moment of pain last year when I had Aubrie. I just pray all goes well. Allie is getting very excited, as she see's the baby chain is very short, and knows its coming fast. Aubrie lifts my shirt all the time and says' "baby sleepin", but not so sure if she understands.. This morning Allie came in on me getting dressed, and said "big belly mommy", I thought it was so cute!! Lets just say iam SO LOOKING forward to NOT being pregnant. I started putting away my maternity clothes, I plan on hibernating this winter..lol, and I will be ready to go come spring. We also bought a 5th wheel so Iam so excited about that as well, but sucks we can't use it till spring.

Well I was in the doc on monday and he said my cervix was very soft, so guess we will c what he says this Monday.. Ihave contractions all the time, so I wonder if this go round will be alot harder to tell cause I've had them so frequently. I really hope I can make my friend Andrea's wedding, which falls on the 29th, but if not, thats fine with me as well, cause i'll be enjoying a little baby either way!!

Soon

Well Iam just about 37 weeks, and soon enough another little human being will enter this world. A baby I will nurture and love, and take care of every day. Iam scared, sad, terrified, excited, and happy all at once. Iam sad cause it feels as though the girls are sensing that soon there will be another member to the family. There so clingy lately, they want me me me, and they want me to hold them and snuggle and it's hard with this belly in the way. Allie is very excited, especially when she See's me take another link off of our baby chain everyday, but I am still sad, knowing that any day, any time, or even when they wake in the morning, someone could be there saying, "you have a new....baby".. and it saddens me for some reason. #3.. wow, I can't believe it. I can honestly say I never dreamed of having three kids, and wow, soon enough it will be happening.

I have been having lots of contractions every day, and I can feel things are alot different down below..lol.. Just my body preparing for when the day happens. The baby has defiantly dropped into place already, and I finally got my appetite back, which sucks cause now i actually want to eat, and who wants to gain a ton of weight at the end of there pregnancy.. NOT ME.... So far no stretch marks, so I want to keep it that way..lol...

We attempted pregnancy pic's last night, and lets just say, all was HELL... The kids just weren't in no mood to smile, or cooperate... I was disappointed, espescially in case this is our last. But oh well, what can u do right!!

Well one of these next posts will be the baby news, I can't believe it. The main things Iam praying for, is a good delivery..and doctor... it NOT happening during the night, and not too too fast..lol... Everyone pretty much thinks we are having a boy, a few friends say girls, and Riley and I, well he's hoping boy, and me.. Iam leaning towards boy, just cause I know how much he wants one.. But seriously, Iam thinking boy... But would love to have another girl as well. Guess we will know soon enough!!