I think of time lately, and how fast it goes by. Soon enough Allie will be starting pre-school, and to say the least Iam terrified. Does that make me a bad mother? I don't think so. But by her starting school, there is no end in sight till she graduates. Iam hessitant on sending her, I want her home with me forever, but I know she's going to have to start sooner or later. I hate that she is growing up so fast. It scares me to think how fast 10 years really can go. Riley and i have been together for 9 years already, and in less than a months time, we will be celebrating our 5 year wedding Anniversary. Crazy to think in 5 years years of marriage we have had three beautiful children. I want you if you have time to listen to this song iam going to post. It's my song about my kids. I cry everytime i hear it, and have held Allie over and over again while playing it, just so sad at what the song says. It breaks my heart because its just so real.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=at_lUnFjXg8&feature=related
Monday, March 16, 2009
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Life
Life has been good lately, busy but good. Iam so looking forward to spring and going for walks everyday with the kids. Building a deck in the backyard is something i can't wait for, and the many camping trips we will be going on. I think we have 6 planned already, so iam really looking forward to those, and trying out our new 5th wheel.
The kids are all doing so well. Allie and Aubrie went to the farm friday night with Riley, and Boedy and i hung back cause i had a wedding party to do on Saturday. I had a great weekend bonding with him, and doing so many things that I can't normally do with all three. Lets just say I stocked up on groceries, and cleaned this house top to bottom. We slept in together in the mornings and layed in bed looking at eachother. We had a great weekend, but Iam really looking forward to my girls coming back. It's pretty quiet in this house, and I know boedy misses the noise to.
Allie is registered for pre-school come fall, and Iam getting a little nervous about that. Kids grow up so fast and once they start school, there is no looking back cause it doesn't end till they graduate. She is SO EXCITED to go, asks every day about it. I know i will be sad, and excited all at once, but thats just part of life right. What Iam most excited about is the pre-school graduation. They even get to wear cap and gowns, so that should be adorable!! Iam going to register her for out door soccor this May/June with a friend of hers. And also come fall she will go back into dance for the year. I'd like to start them on swimming lessons as well, so I'm going to look into that 2.
Aubrie is growing so fast. I looked at her the other day and can't believe she will be 2 in a few short months. I can't believe how much she has changed lately, and how much she can talk. Having a conversation with her is so fun. They girls have alot of fun together wrestling, and going shopping, and making nests..lol.. They great friends and it's so nice to see.
And my little man, boedy. He is adorable. I now know it's possible to love to boys at the same time..haha... He is so precious, he laughs so much, and smiles all the time. The other day I was holding him, and everytime i patted him bum twice he would laugh. I would stop then pat it again twice and he'd laugh again, it was just so cute. He is growing so fast, and changing so much everyday.
Well the question seems to arise almost everyday now that we had our boy... "so are u done now??" To me, choosing to be done having children is a HUGE thing. I think of all that could happen, and to rush off and get fixed just isn't in either of our books for ALONG time. We talk of a fourth, even a fifth if you could believe it. We just arn't sure. You know maybe we will be done, maybe we have the perfect family of three, but as of now we just arn't sure. SOmedays I love just the three of us, and somedays i think, ya maybe. But in time we'll know, but if we do decide on another, it wont be for ALONG TIME..haha
The kids are all doing so well. Allie and Aubrie went to the farm friday night with Riley, and Boedy and i hung back cause i had a wedding party to do on Saturday. I had a great weekend bonding with him, and doing so many things that I can't normally do with all three. Lets just say I stocked up on groceries, and cleaned this house top to bottom. We slept in together in the mornings and layed in bed looking at eachother. We had a great weekend, but Iam really looking forward to my girls coming back. It's pretty quiet in this house, and I know boedy misses the noise to.
Allie is registered for pre-school come fall, and Iam getting a little nervous about that. Kids grow up so fast and once they start school, there is no looking back cause it doesn't end till they graduate. She is SO EXCITED to go, asks every day about it. I know i will be sad, and excited all at once, but thats just part of life right. What Iam most excited about is the pre-school graduation. They even get to wear cap and gowns, so that should be adorable!! Iam going to register her for out door soccor this May/June with a friend of hers. And also come fall she will go back into dance for the year. I'd like to start them on swimming lessons as well, so I'm going to look into that 2.
Aubrie is growing so fast. I looked at her the other day and can't believe she will be 2 in a few short months. I can't believe how much she has changed lately, and how much she can talk. Having a conversation with her is so fun. They girls have alot of fun together wrestling, and going shopping, and making nests..lol.. They great friends and it's so nice to see.
And my little man, boedy. He is adorable. I now know it's possible to love to boys at the same time..haha... He is so precious, he laughs so much, and smiles all the time. The other day I was holding him, and everytime i patted him bum twice he would laugh. I would stop then pat it again twice and he'd laugh again, it was just so cute. He is growing so fast, and changing so much everyday.
Well the question seems to arise almost everyday now that we had our boy... "so are u done now??" To me, choosing to be done having children is a HUGE thing. I think of all that could happen, and to rush off and get fixed just isn't in either of our books for ALONG time. We talk of a fourth, even a fifth if you could believe it. We just arn't sure. You know maybe we will be done, maybe we have the perfect family of three, but as of now we just arn't sure. SOmedays I love just the three of us, and somedays i think, ya maybe. But in time we'll know, but if we do decide on another, it wont be for ALONG TIME..haha
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