Monday, April 28, 2008

I cried today

A real good cry. A cry I needed to cry cause I haven't had a moment in life to slow down lately, and think about anything. I cried because I looked at my two girls, and thought about how lucky Iam. There my life, my angels, my world. I cried cause right now we are going to be moving to a new home, and maybe it's going to be the home where they grow up, and go to high school, and maybe even leave home in. I cried because I thought of my own mother, who went through the very same thing, letting each one of her children go, and praying each day they would be safe. I looked at my mom yesterday and thought about all she has been through in her life, and her own mother, all she went through as well. Then I thought about my friends mom, one that comes to mind, and I cried even more. I sometimes think my life is hard, but I can't imagine to be going through what one of my friends is going through right now. I wish I could hug her and tell her it's going to be ok..but really is it?? Knowing your mom might pass on, I don't think it's ever going to be ok....

I've realized life needs to slow down...one day I will look back upon these years and wonder where they went, and wish to have them back. Enjoy each day, cause before you know it, they will be leaving home!!!

I've added a video...it's a great song, talking about mother's and daughters, and stay at home mom's. Be prepared to grab a few tissue's.. you'll need it!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0CeEEMRQjW8

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