Life

Well I have three kids under the age of 3.. and all I can say is life is SO BUSY... I don't have time to stop and think let alone remember half of the stuff that goes on in a day. Time flies by so fast, cause Iam feeding Boedy then he naps, then I play with the girls, feed Boedy, it's lunch time, diaper changes non stop.. nap time again, play with Allie, feed Boedy, make supper.. bath bed, feed Boedy... It's never ending is all I can say. Before I had him I looked at the clock alot during the day waiting for the moment Riley came home, now I am shocked when he walks through the door cause i can't believe the time.

It certainly has changed.. changed for the good yes.. but i just can't believe how much work it is, and probably a huge part is that there all so little and all so needy still. I went out today, just to my sisters, and getting them ready alone takes an hour I swear.. remembering everything and bundling, and carrying them each to the van. Iam tired, Iam worn out, and i constantly am going going at the house as well. All evening i clean, put the toys all back, do laundry.. dishes..ect.. Life sure has changed. He is only 2 weeks old, but it's feel like forever ago I had him.

Now about Boedy.. he is WONDERFUL.. PERFECT.. everything i hoped for. Yes I fell in love all over again, I want to hold him all the time, and kiss him, and look at him, and even when I go out to run a few errands, I miss him so much... He doesn't cry unless he is hungry or getting his bum changed. He is the perfect little boy..

The girls r good, busy as ever, Allie has been having her days and testing me in alot of ways, but i know thats part of growing up. Iam getting by each day, praying for strength and patience cause alot of days I feel i need it. I have been going through the blues alot still. Just so unhappy at times, and not sure why when I have such a wonderful family. But Iam coping, and getting through everyday. I hide my tiredness and look forward to each moment yet to come. I cherish these years, cause before i know it, they wont need me anymore, and i hate to think of that!!