Life

Have u ever sat back and wondered where your life went?? Have you thought about how fast the time passes by?? Lately that has been on my mind alot. I'm not sure why, but it just has. Life has been busy lately, I feel so stressed, and like my mind is trying to tackle so much these days. I find myself wondering where the day went, instead of wishing it would pass by. I find myself looking at my girls, thinking, wow there growing so fast. Yes I have spent every day with them, but still you forget. Aubrie is working on her 6th tooth already, and is soon to be 9 months old. She is loving real food, instead of that gagging stuff.. oh I mean baby food. She is standing at everything and slowly moving along the furniture. She knows safety, and is very causious and sensitive to so many things. She is content and still loves to rest her head on your shoulder for a snuggle. She is beautiful, has a wonderful smile that lights up your day. She is so special to me, I love her so much. And Allie, she is 2 years old already. I still will never forget the moment I held her and cried and cried cause she was here, my miracle, the little girl I was waiting for all my life. She has grown so fast, it scares me to even think about her getting older. She is so smart I just can't believe it. She can draw a face so good, she knows her shapes and can even read her name when I write it down. She has a memory like you wouldn't believe and she just lights up our life. Yes we have our moments with our lovely two year old.. the times she has decided she doesn't like her sister, or the times she is really testing mommy. Like the days where she has decided not to eat, so supper ends up on her lap or in her hair or the floor. Also now she is climbing everything, and can open everything from any drawer to any door, to the fridge and stove.. She is a handful, and usually by the end of the day, I'm beat!! Lately she has to put a dress on by the end of the day(usually the one from Ross and terri, or one my sister gave her), but everyday for the past month she has to wear one. But I just try and pass those crazy moments by, and move on with life. She is my angel, the little girl who saved my life.

Life i just can't help but think of lately.. It's what u make of it. It's the person you are and what you've become. It's the life your living, and the life you chose to live. You can change, if u want things to change, and to me, life just flys by so fast, that I just want the best of it. I'm 26 years old, a mother of two, a wife and I wonder where those years went. Just seemed like yesterday I lived on Dewdney with Gwenn and Brae, and was only 18 years old. It just seems like yesterday whe I met Riley and shouted loud and clear to my mom and dad on the phone, "I met the one i was going to marry". Where does the time go??

Life has been so busy lately, that the days r flying by so fast. Busy with school, which I love so much, and today I went downstairs and did my left hand, the first time on myself i did pretty good. I know i will do great at this, and have high hopes for my self. I have been busy with work, and just really busy as being a mom. Like i said, housework never seems to get done. Riley does help, he does take the garbages out every morning, even my hair salon garbage now 2.. He does pick up the toys in the living room too, so it's nice to get some help. And Allie just thinks she is such a big helper as well by picking up her toys at the end of the day, so we try and get her to do that everynight as well.

But the whole message I'm trying to get across today, is to enjoy life. Be happy, there isn't enough time to be upset and angry and mad. Love your kids, sqeeze them a bit harder tonight, cause before u know they will be leaving home. Just try and take each day as they come... I'm trying to do that, but yet they seem to come to fast. Just remember, life is what u make it. Love life for once!!