Well today we took the journey once again to go and see my nanny in Theodore home. It's always sad, and really hard to watch my mom cry cause of the pain she feels.. It's awful having Alzheimer's, I truly believe it's the worst disease out there. She doesn't know us, or even that we r there, and it hurts so much. I walked the halls of the nursing home, thinking about life, about how fast time truly does go. I looked at all the people in there and wondered as they watched me, what they thought of me. They looked at Boedy as i carried him in my arms, and probably thought about there lives and all they had gone through. The babies they may have had and the moments they spent on this earth. I looked at Boedy thinking he is going through what so many of those people in there are going through. They as well need to be fed, and diaper changed and taken care of. It's so sad, and it makes me so sad thinking that life has to end like that for some. I hate having to see my mother go through such pain knowing her mother doesn't even know her or us, or anything. I miss my nanny so much, I can't even imagine how she must feel.
I've posted a video that I made for my mom and dad for Christmas... lots of tears were shed that day, and every time i watch it, I really think about how fast life truly does go.
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Hey Cari,
I cried and cried when i watched that video!
It's so beautiful.
Good post cari, that video was good, and very hard to watch at christmas! thanks for doing that, it turned out awesome!
(the last post was from me, but under your name cari from the last time you were here, it remembered you)
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